4 things today.

#1 Cindi, my sister, you passed up your chance for pranking me, I changed my password to the blog. It is no longer "this sucks" Sorry.

#2 I am SO grateful we have insurance. I am beginning to get the insurance Explanation of Benefits they love to send out, basically stating "this is not a bill" and how much the hospital charged, how much the insurance is paying under their contract and how much I am or am not responsible for.

Cary and I estimated that my medical bills the insurance is paying out is approaching close to a million dollars.

That figure just makes my knees buckle. It actually made me grateful to set up the payments for "our share" .

#3 I popped my last stitch holding my feeding tube in and now it reminds me a bit of a trombone. I have to be extremely careful now as I don't want another trip to the emergency room if it comes out.  It is also looking like I will have to have a dilation to stretch my stomaphagus so I can swallow.

#4 I REALLY need help figuring out what this sign if for. "Poke Lady in Armpit"?  "Apply Deodorant"?  I am perplexed and need closure...